God, please make me better
That was what i was thinking about today. I need to change for real!! I need to change myself to not being lazy. Im getting fatter i guess and getting weaker. yeah! I may be fat but i want to be strong. U know like last time i can climb 12 storey with heavy backpack and i can still tahan and now climb up to only 4th floor and i already complaining. isk. Teruk i know. i want to be the fat fat but strong person u see not fat and weak, i dont like that! hah. I got to do smth, i want to be strong like last time lah. Isk. i feel so old sey. That is what i told sarah the other day. haha. We are proud of ourselves. Im sure Sarah has loosen abit, she's been working out and thats great, motivation from the boyfriend and thats really really great. She gonna have a great figure soon. Yeah baybeh yeah baybeh yeah. =))
Tomorrow school and maybe getting result. I told my mum that i treat MYE as my practice but still i did my very very best for every paper even PHYSICS! i just apply everything that i know. I just need to study and study. I need to re-organise everything. My notes are everywhere. isk. I need to change lah! Allah, guide me please =)
We had movie marathon ytd at Anisah's place. First watched Jangan pandang belakang halfway then Mr Bean holiday halfway too cos it was too boring, he is lame so we got bored and we watched Hikmah. =) Ytd was just watching Dvds and 'cam-whoring' As usual i was the photographer for dear Siti Nur Sarah. haha. I shall upload the pics here or maybe u can just check out her blog. I cooked for them maggie mee. heh. eh not the normal maggie mee tau special recipe of curru maggie mee. hahahaa=)
I want a better life and a better me.
I'm sitting here with blank expression
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